There’s something oddly satisfying about alphabetizing your spice rack when life feels like it’s crumbling. Order in the oregano means maybe you’re not actually spiraling. Right?

We’ve all been there—frantically scrubbing baseboards before a big decision, perfecting spreadsheets that no one asked for, or triple-checking a text message because clarity (you tell yourself) is just a well-timed emoji away.

But here’s the hard truth, delivered with compassion and just a hint of dark chocolate:
Clarity and control are not the same thing.
In fact, chasing control when you really need clarity is like mopping a sinking boat. It feels productive, but you’re still going down.

The Leadership Illusion: Control = Power?

In leadership (whether you’re running a team, a family, or just your own calendar), control is seductive. We’re taught to manage outcomes, direct behavior, and anticipate problems.

But when you fixate on control, you start:

• Overcommunicating because you don’t trust people will “get it”
• Micromanaging because someone else’s pace isn’t yours
• Saying “yes” when you mean “no” because saying no might shake the equilibrium
• Blaming yourself for outcomes that were never yours to own

It’s exhausting. And more importantly, it’s unsustainable.

Clarity, on the other hand, asks better questions:

• What matters most in this moment?
• What do I actually know (versus fear, assume, or want)?
• What is mine to influence, and what’s just…weather?
• What would I do if I trusted myself to handle the outcome?

A Brief Story About Shoes and Strategy

Several years ago, I was speaking at a leadership retreat when, en route to the stage, I tripped and snapped the heel off my right shoe—instant wardrobe malfunction. I had 60 seconds before going live.

Control-me wanted to run, panic, or duct-tape my dignity back together.

But clarity-me did a quick check:

• Do they need my shoes or my message?
• Can I lead without looking “flawless”?
• Is anyone here actually paying attention to my feet?

So I walked on barefoot. Cracked a joke. Delivered what I came to deliver.

The feedback?
“Your authenticity set the tone for the entire weekend.”

No one remembered the shoes.
They remembered the moment I chose presence over perfection.

Clarity is Self-Worth in Motion

The deeper issue behind the chase for control is often this:
If I lose control, do I lose my value?

But clarity reminds us:

• You’re still trustworthy when outcomes change.
• You’re still competent when others disappoint you.
• You’re still worthy when plans fall apart.

Control builds rigid frameworks.
Clarity builds resilience.

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Final Thought:

What do you often try to control when things feel unclear?
(Don’t worry, this is a safe space for recovering overthinkers.)

Written by Jill Fandrich, PharmD
Author of The Missing Variable—a book for when life doesn’t add up, leadership loses its footing, or your kids just ate ice cream for breakfast and called it “creative problem-solving.”

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